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I thought my boyfriend loved me but.. He dint use me to get to my best friend Katherine I call her Kat though but anyways it all started in the 8th Grade when we first met I was sitting at the lunch table just thinking as usually till I saw him he was so cute I sat where I could see him. He stared at him daydreaming but then he looks at me. I blush and look away. That’s when Kat jumps in. Who your looking at? She says. No one I say hoping she didn’t see me blush. She shrugs and continues talking to whoever she was talking to. I look up and I see him smiling at me. I blush a little and I smile back. After lunch I go to my locker and I see him in the hallway he talks to his friends and he points at me. They shrug and a guy walks down the hall he taps the guy shoulder and points at me again. He then tells his friends to go and comes over to me.

Hey Nicole he says to me. I stutter saying H-H-Hey how you know my name? He tells me his the guy told him. He smiles at me and says his name is max. We shake hands. We become great friends. School prom came around and I wasn’t gonna go till he came to my house with flowers and said Will You Go To The Prom With Me Nicole? With his warm smile that melts my heart. I said yes but then that’s when things started to change my friend Katherine got jealous of me and him. She started hating me! Like I stole her crush or something! And if I did I dint know! But 3 weeks after prom he came up to me at the lunch table and said Nicole will you be mine? Again with his warm smile.

I jumped up and hugged him saying yes. every night he would text me Night Sweetie I love you forever and always. And Every morning he would text me Morning Sweetie still love you like always ill be waiting for you. He was the perfect boyfriend and my 1st boyfriend I loved him so much till I found out every piece of his love for me…was fake. I walked to his house happy and joyful and ready to see him we have been dating for 8 months. When I got to his house I saw the most painful thing ever it broke my heart into pieces he was making out with Katherine my best friend making out with my boyfriend I couldn’t do anything but watch and cry.

When he realized I was there he pushed katherine away and rushed to me. I ran home I felt so used. This whole time he dint love me and loved my friend we dint even have our first kiss. I cried night and day till he came to my house. I’m so sorry nicole I’m sorry he said. You dint love me this whole time I loved you but you dint feel the same I said. So on that day 5/12/10 we broke up. We’re through I said. Well before I go he looked me in the eyes and kissed me gently on the lips. I regret that day. He left me.. For good and now his with my best friend Katherine who no longer is my friend. The last thing he text me was Bye Forever My Sweet Nicole Ill never forget you and ill always love you even if I am with katherine your the one I need. And I never saw him or text or call again… But now I’m no longer his I’m staying strong and I’m moving on but his still in my heart deep inside

The weather was being too harsh it was impossible for me to travel further. I rested below a pine tree and started to recall all those horrible days. the days, I was all alone for no one was there with whom I could share my every single moment. the day my life was no more mine and the day you left me alone never to return back. i was all alone with no one to support and love me. my beautiful paradise was ruined and the thought of my wrong decision plagued me. I was full of regrets and decided to leave for ever but I am happy that I changed my decision. The weather became clear and I decided to move further towards my destiny. the thick layer of hard and chilling snow almost became the reason for my swollen leg, even though I had to go, I had no time to stop,I had to reach there any how and on time. i had 2 face all those difficulties,I had 2 clear the dense forest,I had 2 face several blizzards but it was nothing compared 2 our strong and everlasting love.i can walk on fire,I can walk on ice and I can do every thing to get u back.but sorry I can’t die.don’t take me wrong.if I die there would be no one to console u and cherish u when your girl betray you.there would be no one to hide you when your mom come searching you with a stick.i have 2 be there for you to hear your words when you talk about your dates with those silly girls.i have 2 be their 2 wake u up when the teacher enter the class and to help u bunk the mathematics class.most of all I have 2 b there to take all your faults on me and to take all your beatings and scolding.

the snow plagued me and I became very week with shortage of food. Most of all I was plagued by ur thought.every time I closed my eye I saw your watery face.i saw your body dipped in pool of blood.i was afraid to loos u again. now I was able to reach to you, I just have 1 more kilometer to cover and we will b together 4 ever..but before I reach u I must recall that day for the last time.i remember u came home late and your mom was very angry and I was very afraid.you were drunk and I had to take you to your room but why? why did you send me off? Why didn’t you talk to me? what had I done wrong? All those questions plagued me like a deadly disease . you had no answers to my questions and you kept on crying and harming yourself. I can vividly remember the terror on my face when you cut your nerves and blood oozed out. your face full of regrets and love for someone. You shouted loud with terror and went mad. When I tried to stop you ,you showed me a book in a very bad condition which happened to be my own diary. I was numb and everything seemed so different and strange. I couldn’t face my very best friend. I couldn’t look into your eyes. Then in such situation u came near me and hugged me and apologized . you apologized for u didn’t know the feeling of your own best friend. you apologized not to me but to that person who always cared for u and lived for you. You were full of regrets for u didn’t know me as much as I knew me. But for me your hug as someone more than a friend was more than enough to forget everything. That was the first time you ever saw me in a different point of view and told me you love me .

You sent me to bring your favorite dish from the near by store. I couldn’t control my happiness and for the first time the world seemed so loving and glamorous. For the first time I found so much happiness in the tone of birds. For the first time I felt how precious my life was and wish It never ended. but every thing changed when I reached home back. The house was so crowded with all those people with no emotions. I squeezed in and reached your room. I saw you in so much pain but I couldn’t help you as you were gone for ever. I regretted for listening to you and going away. If I would not have gone I could have stopped you. You were gone 4 ever never to return back. But after I read your letter for me I changed my mind and now I knew that, you went away because you could not face me, you regretted for not choosing me years before and that you were very sorry for me. but you would be waiting for me. You would wait for me in the place where the heaven touches the earth and where love never dies. I knew where that place was so I started my journey towards my love,towards you.Finally I reached the place u were talking about. The place was truly the one for people like you and me. The place could be called as paradise .but where were you? I couldn’t see you.where were u? I cried with terror and searched you but you were no where. I hated you all that time as you lied me and went away leaving me alone. I had no other reason to live , I no more had my soul as you took it. So with your face pasted in my heart I went away from the whole world never knowing I was coming towards you.

Its now, that I know what you meant to say. now I understood you and got you forever. So lets be together and please never leave me alone as I’m nothing without you. My love will never die for you where ever I be. If we are born again lets pray to born in the place where our love for each other will never fade……lets write a true love story at all times to come.

That day i will never forget when i went to shop to ask some prices about the goods to buy. When i entered in the shop, i saw a girl. I was just looking at her as i didn’t see any girl ever before. She was so pretty, beautiful, and charming. I was thinking to talk to her but this was my first meeting, and i was scared to talk. Time was just running like no one business. Frankly speaking, i was forgot why i was there and for what i suppose to do. Then i saw she was operating her phone. I tried to see what she is doing. I found she is using Facebook. I got my idea and started conversation. I just asked ” do you use Facebook”?? She replied yes i do. The i succeeded to get her Facebook id. Same evening i sent her measasge and started corresponding. Days after days we came to know each other. I was curious to meet her but how, this question was really disturbing me. One day i asked her to meet me and she agreed for that.

On Sunday afternoon we meet on the beach side. Was really beautiful view with light sound of sea waves. Cool breeze was blowing and fragrance was making me mad. I was looking at her and she was much beautiful then before. She told me that she have done all this dressing for me. That day i was feeling so special for someone. I asked her to join me in the cool water with love we have for each other. I was little bit nervous, as this was my first meeting with a girl. We really enjoyed the bath and the short distance we had. I pulled her and managed to hug. We was just taking bath as no one is looking at us. We forgot the scene around us and just talking and enjoying the water.

I even kissed her that day and the day i can forget in the rest of my life. After that we used to meet every weekends. From that day and today our love is growing without any boarder. Thanks Facebook to help two lovers. I love you marry….

it was early in 2009 when i shifted from my o’level annual from DSM 2 moshi-kilimanjaro..it was hard to cope with environment there,but i tried.i found new friends n one of them was felister..she was my best and we even sat together in the class! i later came 2 realize she loved me,n i was told by her best friend..called vinnah! sadly,i couldn’t give her a chance as far as her friend (vinnah)gave me a great care and i was slowly falling in love with her! she is real beautiful with soft heart,then at May 2010 we became lovers! till today,and am real crazy over her!i feel sorry 4 felister but i love vinnah out of

Holding the blue envelope I stood there a bit shaken, with a strange feeling in my stomach as she handed it over to me, with a kind of diffused glow around her as if the sun’s rays were themselves bedazzled by her touch, and went on with a bag on one shoulder, a beautiful shine on her face and a smile on mine .A smile that would be ruined by the day’s end……….

Just as I was about to open the envelope, I stopped and asked myself the inevitable, “Why?”
A very good question that needed to be answered before I did anything.
I reasoned myself out,

“Why after an array of 135 deep and heart stringing letters did Miss Narayan give a reply now? Or was it even a reply. Surely it wasn’t. She had maintained her (what some may call) dignity (I call it brutal rigidity) and not broken her silence once then why now?”

I started to count the possibilities. Either she had a sudden change of mind and could see me through or she just wanted me to realize my limits and stop bothering her. The former one was less probable. Who am I bluffing, she would never change her mind, I had irritated her far too much for that.

There was always one thing that I had feared in my life, to be precise the “only one” thing. Failure in any and every field. And rejection from her was the worst and ugliest form of it. So I decided not to read that letter. I wasn’t that strong of a person. The fact would perhaps shatter me. But I didn’t tear it, I wasn’t that weak either. The next day was my Physics exam and I had to study and study hard.

But half of my concentration was still on the envelope .After an hour I was feeling tormented by the even its presence. Even though I had not read it, it was affecting me, that too way deep down. That was an exhilarating sample of the aura that Miss Narayan carried about her. The very aura that made me call her “Miss Narayan”.

Miss Narayan was not a very proud and haughty girl. But she could very well be one when she wanted to. With looks to die for, a revoltingly charming personality, a breathtaking attitude and with a million-dollar smile on her face, she had unknowingly dug a hole in which I had knowingly fallen. It was not a good thing I knew, but nonetheless a feeling that just could not be ignored in your most conscious state. None of my friends knew about this and I wanted it to stay that way. But it would be really amusing to see the looks on their faces when they would know. You see I am more of a geeky guy, with a somewhat irritating scientific approach towards everything. Something that she never liked and I despised the fact that I couldn’t change.

She was a girl of very fine taste, and I was not even half up to her standards. Even the idea of me and her was surprisingly absurd. But that was a fact that I didn’t choose to live with. I was hard bent on changing it. The problem was ………………..it was harder!

Then one day, like a bolt from the blue it struck me ,”INTERNET”. You see she was my neighbor and I always did have an opportunity to talk to her in the evenings. But for some godforsaken reason whenever she stood before me in person, my mind would go astray and I would start talking gibberish. So I started mailing her via the Internet. It was “the” perfect plan.

But she was a very hard nut to crack and perhaps the most difficult. After sending her 135 emails, not a single reply.
That was shattering for a fifteen year old.

Now you would ask whether I am sure she received them? Well, I did have the guts to ask her,” Did you get my message”, every day.

To which I would get a monotonous and monosyllabic reply “Yes” and nothing more.

After having lost in my thoughts for more than about an hour I came back to my senses. The solitary blue envelope still lying there, burning me from the inside. So I finally decided to return it back to her for at least an hour of mental peace.

I went up to her house, rang the doorbell and stood waiting. My heart was pumping and my skin palpitating.
She opened the door and dazzled me on the first sight. Even in a sweat shirt and a pair of jeans she looked unparalleled.

Stammering I told her,” I am sorry I can’t read your letter.”
She said, “Oh that’s not from me. A boy had come yesterday and your house was locked, so he gave it to my mom. I was just asked to pass it to you.”

Cursing myself on my stupidity and with a sigh of relief I returned home. I was surprised on my own paranoia. With an air of confidence I opened the envelope, in the next few seconds the smile was erased of my face and closed my eyes for the next few. You see, I never cry, never ever(since 9th grade to be honest). And it was then that I realized what
it felt when you lost, lost very badly, perhaps never even to compete again.

I smiled. She was a very smart girl, perhaps even the smartest I will ever meet.
She had lied. The letter read:
Read carefully and comply,

Let me make one thing very clear, I don’t like you and I never will. You realize we can’t be friends any more. You crossed the limit, so if you have any self-respect left kindly don’t show up and stop sending me those emails.
I didn’t sleep that night.

The next day I topped the physics test.
I had been studying. Some people drink, some cry, others smoke.
Well what can I say…………………………………………… I study out of grief!

Even in her refusal she had an impact on me. That was the power Miss Narayan had over me, her solitary blue envelope changed me, perhaps for the better and maybe someday she realizes this.
Who am I kidding, of course she won’t, she is just too perfect to……………

It All Started When I Was 12, I Started Playing A Game Named YoVille. I Sent A Buddy Request To A Young 15 Year Old Canadian Named Zeke. Oh His Personality Caught My Attention. It Seemed Like He Had A Great Life. So I Lied About Mine. I Told Him My Name And Where I Lived. I Told Him My Mother Had Won A Lottery. And We Were A Little Wealthy. It Seemed As If He Took It Another Way. I’m A Thick Girl. And I Lied About My Looks. But My Family Situations Were Real . I Also Lied About My Parents Divorce Cause They Assumed Something Was Wrong W/ Me. My Feelings Had Been Becoming Something Unrealistic. But How Was It Possible I Liked Him If I Didn’t Know Him! But I Told Him.

Him And Me Started A Romance, I Didn’t Think He Felt The Same But I Went W/ It. He Started Ignoring Me For Another Girl . She Seemed Real Because She Showed Her Picture. I Was Scared To Show Mine Because I Had Lied To Him. Time Passes And I Hadn’t Gotten Online. But We Started Talking Again. He Had Gotten His Girlfriend Pregnant And Now Is A Father To Twins. I Felt Horrible. So I Made Another Lie. Yet We Fell In love, We Called Each Other. And He Came To Visit Me. I Looked Like His Age W/ All The Make Up. And I Even Lost Weight. He Lived W/ Me. We Fell In love. And We Became A Couple.

One Night He Came Over. I Was Alone. My Parents Were Coming Until 2 More Days. And I Entered The Guest House. He Was Asleep. I Had Entered And I Woke Him Up W/ My Kisses. I Had A Box Full Of Condoms And I Had Told Him. He Didn’t Take It The Wrong Way But He Didn’t Want To. He Said I Could Sleep Over. It Was 5 Minutes Later That I Freaked Out. I Thought He Didn’t Love Me As Much As I Did. So I Ran Out, He Came After Me. We Started Talking And He Told Me He Loved Me Very Much. But He Wasn’t Ready. When He Had Sex W/ His Ex Was Because They Were Both Drunk. And We Kept Talking. A Couple Of Minutes Later, He Swept Me Off My Feet. We Entered The Guest House And We Made Love.

Months Pass, He Would Kiss Me On top Of The Table. In My Bed. But Just Kisses. Even In The Swimming Pool. But It All Felt Right. I Was Gonna Turn 17 Soon. I Told Him The Entire Truth About The Lies He Took Badly. But I Was Young And Stupid. He Wouldn’t Respond To Me. I Left, I Didn’t Come Back For Quite A Time. He Talked To My Friend And Told My Friend He Wanted To Be Mad At Me. But I Was All He Thought About. He Missed Our Kisses. He Had Fallen To Much In Love W/ Me. I Couldn’t Deny It Either. So I Returned To Him. He Hadn’t Abandoned His Daughters. But Neither Me. Yes We Started A Family, His Daughters, And Our Lil Boy Jeremy. Its My Type Of Love Story.

What a good experience of the Love is! I met him in at my tuition classes in 12th standard. I don,t know ki usme aisa kya tha jo mujhe uski taraf attract karta tha…. And one day I came to know that he lives in my neighbor
Really i felt so happy .One day he came to my house but i felt so shy …& i had not said something.
But one day he purposes me for bike ride with him I accepted.

But now the time of separation had came.We both passed out 12th. Now i had gone to university but i never expected ……. that he meets me there also. He is very caring,so sweet…… .In last year , on my Birthday he purposed me. Now we got job in same company… But when my parents had come to know all about. this they became very angry & mom taken me to my mama,s house where she decided to marry me with someone else then I felt so sad…….

Then i decided to ran away with him…. & i did … then we came to delhi where his friend lived and on other side my bros were finding us… Then we had gone to Goa where we became married…. but my father & bro came there & tore me apart from him. & sent me to Mumbai to my didi.

But he also came there to take me with him but my bros bit him so much ……………….I was crying but there no one was listening me. Now i came to know that I’m pregnant i felt so happy.. but one day his mother had called me & said to be away from him & she took promise from me that i would never meet him ….. I had done the same
When i told him that i want to break up he slapped me & promised me to never see me again…But i decided to spend all my life with my baby but my miscarriage happened. now i decided that i would die but there is one person my didi who had supported me & took me to London……..

Where i was trying to forget him but i had never get success.
After 2 yrs……………………….
He met me again as my friend boy friend i was shocked all past memories were coming in my mind……
but one day my friend saw our snaps in my laptop. she asked forcefully about him & me .I told her everything……. & she told him He came to my home & asked to start our relation again. I agreed………. & now we are loving couples & have a baby.
I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH…….

Hi i m nishat ahmad from bahawalpur. I want to share my own a love story. It is one side love she was a wrong number i don,t know who is she and where is she i just listen hr voice she told me that she is a student of B.Sc last year. She said to me don,t make a call. But i always send her sms and call. She always ignored me. I don,t know what,s problem with her she don,t believe me. She says i have a rule in my life that i will not make love.I told her everything about me and said, ok if she don’t want to make love then will she marry me.She said this is my parents duty if they accept your proposal then i have no objection.But problem is that she don,t tell me any thing about her residence.I don,t know where she lives how does she look and what,s her name.I just love her from core of my heart i can,t forget her.I wish that she always be happy in her life may Allah bless her.